He is Faithful

Why do I crave attention so? There is no point to it, except my own selfish desire of gratification and acceptance. But when affection is demanded, is it true? Of course not. I'm not an idiot. But, boy it sure is great, if you believe it was their idea, that is. I think this is something that is part of our makeup though. We are built and designed to desire accreditation, so when we feel depraved in some way we go out and seek it. Unfortunately that always tends to end poorly. Whenever we try to make everything work on our own it fails. Funny how that works. Why is it then that we never let God take control. We know that we can't do it on our own, but we sure are slow learners. Me being a little bit of a control freak especially struggle with this. So many times I take things into my own hands and they lead me nowhere, and typically leave me in a pile of despair and regret. God's timing is perfect. He has a plan for me. He is faithful. These words are the only thing getting me through this weary life.